As iv been growing up I have learned a lot of things that I never thought I would. As a child i used to think the world was all fun and games where you could just take your teddy and zoom off into another world or ask mummy for help! Now I’m nearly 20 and Im almost ready to move out of home I wish even half of what I believed as a child was true.
I also found that friends who are worth your time will stick around, those people you can count on and count on you will be there when you need them. You will also fall out with your ‘friends’ over big and small things even forgetting what it was over but never talking to them again… not my loss aha! or you will just grow apart becoming different people with others.
You will meet new amazing people too ! which is a plus side to losing the old friends. As you are now an adult and not a child your personality has mostly developed and hopefully by now you will know who you are ! Iv found out I’m naturally blue haired, tattoo mad, crazy and colourful ! Who also found her love for photography, modelling and has decided to go to uni to study film. (after the disapproval of my dad who’s finally warmed up to it :3 ).
I have hidden things about my life to my parents. Sex being one that is unspoken of and probably never will be aha ! But also tattoos iv never been brave enough to tell my parents about my tattoos and now i have 9! One of them now being on my arm after i finally braved up and spoke to them about it ! … yet I’m still scared to tell them aha My life.
I have experienced learning to drive, passing and failing too. But Iv loved driving, even when i was a learner and i had my dad moaning in the back of my head! Iv also experienced my first car crash after joking about it a few minutes before (ironic huh?) which developed my driving experience and scared the shit out of me may i do add ! (oh and both me and passenger were fine and dandy and it was nothing extreme just a little bump and grind).
Iv also found i have a love for blackmilk clothing and the community the surrounds it! I am going to a meet up in London tomorrow for the catsuit queen Erica who is a gorgeous babe! Im so excited to meet more people as the ones i have meet are so kind, helping and supportive.
Anyways as far as a update goes I now work Three jobs aha fuck my life right now i know! but its all to move out with my wonderful Samuel. he’s been looking after me and were looking for a house with 2 awesome friends of ours. Soon i may do a house tour lol never been able to do that before so watch this space …
Any how i have to go to work in 15 mins ahh i wish i could just sleep right now though! all part of growing up i guess BOO!!
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| Heres me and Sam on a drunken night out at the Dirty Donkey |
